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[Wednesday
January 25th @ 2:37pm] |
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Hey there... have u read my new journal yet??? Princesston05.. please add me!! I have a new email also... princesston05@yahoo.com and princesston06@hotmail.com.
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[Friday
January 13th @ 1:08pm] |
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well... i have a new LJ now. Please add Princesston05 to ur list!! I will add everyone too.
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[Tuesday
January 10th @ 10:08pm] |
| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson
"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"
In 2005, you moved on. |
this is so funny because i believe i actually did move on. I moved on from several differnt things. But one main thing.
I know its been awhile since i last updated but i dont have the time to do it right now... maybe tomorrow.
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[Sunday
December 11th @ 7:08pm] |
Well.. Dead week was more like KEEP EVERYONE BUSY week. It sucked. It was just crazy. I just cant wait for my last final to be over on Wed 12/14. Im ready for the semester to be OVER. Im goin crazy this semester. It would have been worse if i didnt have my friends who really helped me out this semester. I luv ya guys!! You are the BEST!!
Well i know its early.. but im tired and i think im just gonna go watch tv until i fall asleep.
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[Saturday
December 10th @ 2:18pm] |
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am i crazy or what... im gonna go in to work at around 3:30 and work until we close... (we close at midnight but dont usually get outta there until at least 12:45.) But i need the money. So i will jsut have to deal with it. Its gonna be a long day.. but i can sleep in tomorrow!!!
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[Saturday
December 10th @ 2:07pm] |
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Year in review: take the first line (or sentence) from the first post of each month over the last year (excluding meme/quizes):
January:its been awhile since i last wrote.
February:i know i have said some of this already... but oh well.....
March:Interesting... i never knew i said that much!!
April:This week was AWESOME for the most part.
May:if you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, please comment on a memory of me.
June:I wish my graduation could of been outside... but oh well.
July:Well.... this week has been AWESOME so far!!!!
August:Happy 20th Bday to me!!
September:first week of schol was ok... the best part was Thursday night Anat lab!!!
October:feelin crappy.... coughin my head off, voice keeps goin away, nose is runnin.... and i have a speech today.
November:check out my poems at poemsbyme05 here on Livejournal... and tell me what you think.
December:Im tired of feelin the way i do.
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[Friday
December 9th @ 9:50pm] |
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Check out my pretty pics!!
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[Thursday
December 8th @ 7:30pm] |
Have i ever mentioned how beautiful IUs campus is... especially when it snows!! Its just amazing.. unless the sidewalks dont get plowed and we have to walk through like 6 inches of snow. But its all good. I love the snow!! Although i havent had to drive in it yet.. but im sure i will do just fine as long as other people are watchin where they go!!
Take my quiz on my journal a few days ago!!!
I cant wait.. i will get to my sister soon!! Its gonna be awesome.
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[Wednesday
December 7th @ 8:26pm] |
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This is for anyone who is still at Tech and in the music dept. When is the Madrigal? Winter Concert? Washington Sq. Concert? Please let me know so that i can try to make it to the shows!!! I really wanna come and see the shows!! Much love to anyone who can answer this question for me and a friend here at IU!! (If i am not able ot make it.. have tons of fun!! and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!)
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[Monday
December 5th @ 5:14pm] |
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Im tired of feelin the way i do. I just want to feel better cuz this just sucks. I hate everything. I dont enjoy things like i used to. I mean.. i enjoy hanging out with friends and family but i am only around them so often. I miss the things i used to love. I just want to be like i used to.
Why is it that some guys are sooo super sweet and then some just talk to u for one thing? Im tired of the losers IMin me just so they can try to get soemthing from me. And then i have a guy who is talking to me and he is soo sweet. I want to be with a guy like him. Why does he have to be from another state. Its just not fair. He is soo kind and sweet and makes me feel special. I want a guy who will do all the things in my last bulletin on Myspace. A guy who will do ANYTHING for me. (and he put up the same bulletin saying he would be a guy like that)
Ok.. well Finals are next week. I want this semester to be over NOW. Im tired of things.
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[Sunday
November 27th @ 4:49pm] |
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Season of Love ~ RENT |
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Well the fourth and final surprise party went very well. Pam was excited and liked everything. After the party we went to dinner at Red Lobster. YUM!! And soo much fun. It was Pam, Kaitlyn, Chrissy, Brit, Val, and I. Then we made a trip over to Starbucks! Of course we lost the IU/PU game. But oh well.. Brit and I still had fun. I also got to see my friend Andrea!! That was fun! I hadnt seen her in awhile. Saturday night Val stayed with me and Brit. We rented Chicago from the MMM in my dorm. Such a good movie. Sunday was pretty fun too. Val, Brit, and I met up with Nick for lunch. I havent hung out with him in awhile either. I havent really hung out with alot of my friends lately. I miss hangin out with them. I was supposed to get my car last weekend but when my uncle went to start it, it wouldnt start. He found out that there was a broken wire. So instead of having my car.... I got to borrow my dads 04 mustang!! That was freakin awesome. I picked it up on Sunday last weekend and i still have it. I love that car... but i have to give it back to him today. He goes back to work tomorrow. So i cant take it back to IU with me. grr. I just hope my uncle gets my car runnin soon. I understand that they are busy too but i kinda need it. But i will be fine without it. I will survive!! It was goin up to Tech on Wednesday. I hadnt seen people in awhile. I was glad i was able to make it up there. I miss being at Tech... well i miss the music dept. I didnt get to go to Circle of Lights but instead went to see RENT with my mom and cousin!! Such an AWESOME movie!! I wanna go see it again! I had to go buy the soundtrack after we got outta the movie. I understand now why a friend listens to it ALL THE TIME... cuz i listen to it every chance i get. Well i should probably go and get my things packed up to go back to IU!!!!! Im soo ready to go back.
I cant wait to recieve an email back. Im also kinda nervous about it too. I dont know how things will turn out.. i hope the way i want... but who knows. I just hope the email arrives back to me very soon so i can stop wondering and worrying. I will write back again soon.
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[Thursday
November 24th @ 8:12pm] |
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Well i hope everyone had a GREAT Thanksgiving. I know i enjoyed it. But i just had some feelings that i couldnt get rid of. I dont know how to get rid of the feelings. Nothing seems to help. I have tryed forgettin about it.. talkin to people.. and it just stays there in my head. IM TIRED OF IT. I just wanna feel better. When will i feel better????
Well im gonna try to go to the circle of lights with my cousin and mom tomorrow night... dependin on the weather. I hope i am able to go.
I should go work on my speech now... i will update again soon.
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[Thursday
November 17th @ 1:36pm] |
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Things just might be looking up for me. Well other than the whole school issue. Im still goin crazy when it comes to school. I will be talkin to my advisor on Monday about things. I dont know whats gonna happen with that but i just hope it all works ok. well i must go to work now. I cant wait until this weekend!! I am gettin my car.. my cousin will be here.. its gonna be awesome! i will update again lata
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[Monday
November 14th @ 1:02am] |
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grrr on stupid ass fire alarms... and not being able to get them to shut off. Stood outside for 1 fuckin hour just becuz they couldnt get it to shut off. AAAAAHHHH >:o and now i cant get to sleep becuz of the horrible noise that is still playin over the damn intercom. SOOOO pissed right now. This just sucks. How is anyone supposed ot get any sleep around here with that stupid noise goin off. And every once in a while the alarm actually sounds... and it is SOOOO FUCKIN annoying. IM READY TO SCREAM. All i want is to go to sleep. Is that too much to ask??????
Other than that.. the surprise party for my mom went GREAT today!! With some small problems at first.. but oh well.. it all worked out in the end.
Im off to try to get some sleep.. who knows how long that will take now.
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[Sunday
November 13th @ 12:27am] |
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two down two to go. Had a surprise party over teh summer for my dads 50th bday. Then had a surprise party for Kaitlyn down the hall from me for her bday!! Next is my moms which is today! And then one more but not goin to say anymore just in case this person has a LJ!!! But i will let u know how todays turns out and how the next one turns out!! Im sure they will both be great.
Things havent been the greatest for me lately. I have been very down. I sleep WAY TOO MUCH. And im tired of being this way. I am failin classes. So i have been told to talk to my advisor to see if i can take a medical withdrawal from classes... i hope i can. Cuz i dont really want to fail them. So who knows how thats gonna go. I will find out when i talk to my advisor this week. And just try to take the classes next semester. Im only goin to take 12 or 13 credit hours... cuz i feel 17 was just too much for me. Maybe im just a wimp or something but i just cant handle it. But i know somehow its gonna work out.... not sure how but it will.
Well im must be going now. I will update again soon.
**Oh.. and still no news on the guy i like... grr.. But i may get to hang out with him this weekend cuz he might come to the IU vs. PU game! Hopefully he will.. cuz i want to hang out with him. Brit might be there too! Not sure yet. If so... its gonna be a great weekend!
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[Monday
November 7th @ 10:35pm] |
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check out my poems at poemsbyme05 here on Livejournal... and tell me what you think. I will make a real update again soon. I HATE BEING SICK... It just sucks. GRRRRR... and now back to the Colts game and hopefully sleep.
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[Sunday
October 30th @ 11:17pm] |
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im not sure what to do. I have so many thoughts in my head and scared of what im thinking. I have never wanted something this bad that i cry about it. I know i probably shouldnt be writing this here in my journal but i need to get it out. It scares me becuz i need to have my mind on school but its not. I jsut cant get my mind off of this one subject. I have tryed everything to get my mind on school but it somehow seems to float right back to other things. I need some serious help becuz i know what im thinking just isnt normal for someone my age.
Well im gonna try to get my mind onto school... but i doubt that will happen. Wish me luck that i can get this thought outta my head.
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[Wednesday
October 26th @ 5:25pm] |
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Dear Diary |
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No i didnt write this.. its a song that i can really relate to right now...
Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away
Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way
No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you
Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again
He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more
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