Theresa

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 19:37:56 GMT

Hey there... have u read my new journal yet??? Princesston05.. please add me!! I have a new email also... princesston05@yahoo.com and princesston06@hotmail.com.

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 18:09:12 GMT

well... i have a new LJ now. Please add Princesston05 to ur list!! I will add everyone too.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 03:09:26 GMT

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

this is so funny because i believe i actually did move on. I moved on from several differnt things. But one main thing.

I know its been awhile since i last updated but i dont have the time to do it right now... maybe tomorrow.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:11:54 GMT

Well.. Dead week was more like KEEP EVERYONE BUSY week. It sucked. It was just crazy. I just cant wait for my last final to be over on Wed 12/14. Im ready for the semester to be OVER. Im goin crazy this semester. It would have been worse if i didnt have my friends who really helped me out this semester. I luv ya guys!! You are the BEST!!

Well i know its early.. but im tired and i think im just gonna go watch tv until i fall asleep.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 19:19:59 GMT

am i crazy or what... im gonna go in to work at around 3:30 and work until we close... (we close at midnight but dont usually get outta there until at least 12:45.) But i need the money. So i will jsut have to deal with it. Its gonna be a long day.. but i can sleep in tomorrow!!!

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 19:17:40 GMT

Year in review: take the first line (or sentence) from the first post of each month over the last year (excluding meme/quizes):

January:its been awhile since i last wrote.

February:i know i have said some of this already... but oh well.....

March:Interesting... i never knew i said that much!!

April:This week was AWESOME for the most part.

May:if you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, please comment on a memory of me.

June:I wish my graduation could of been outside... but oh well.

July:Well.... this week has been AWESOME so far!!!!

August:Happy 20th Bday to me!!

September:first week of schol was ok... the best part was Thursday night Anat lab!!!

October:feelin crappy.... coughin my head off, voice keeps goin away, nose is runnin.... and i have a speech today.

November:check out my poems at poemsbyme05 here on Livejournal... and tell me what you think.

December:Im tired of feelin the way i do.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 02:50:30 GMT

Check out my pretty pics!!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 00:32:50 GMT

Have i ever mentioned how beautiful IUs campus is... especially when it snows!! Its just amazing.. unless the sidewalks dont get plowed and we have to walk through like 6 inches of snow. But its all good. I love the snow!! Although i havent had to drive in it yet.. but im sure i will do just fine as long as other people are watchin where they go!!

Take my quiz on my journal a few days ago!!!

I cant wait.. i will get to my sister soon!! Its gonna be awesome.

can a tech student answer my question???

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 01:28:45 GMT

This is for anyone who is still at Tech and in the music dept. When is the Madrigal? Winter Concert? Washington Sq. Concert? Please let me know so that i can try to make it to the shows!!! I really wanna come and see the shows!! Much love to anyone who can answer this question for me and a friend here at IU!! (If i am not able ot make it.. have tons of fun!! and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!)

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 17:01:50 GMT

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:22:07 GMT

Im tired of feelin the way i do. I just want to feel better cuz this just sucks. I hate everything. I dont enjoy things like i used to. I mean.. i enjoy hanging out with friends and family but i am only around them so often. I miss the things i used to love. I just want to be like i used to.

Why is it that some guys are sooo super sweet and then some just talk to u for one thing? Im tired of the losers IMin me just so they can try to get soemthing from me. And then i have a guy who is talking to me and he is soo sweet. I want to be with a guy like him. Why does he have to be from another state. Its just not fair. He is soo kind and sweet and makes me feel special. I want a guy who will do all the things in my last bulletin on Myspace. A guy who will do ANYTHING for me. (and he put up the same bulletin saying he would be a guy like that)

Ok.. well Finals are next week. I want this semester to be over NOW. Im tired of things.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 22:20:38 GMT

Well the fourth and final surprise party went very well. Pam was excited and liked everything. After the party we went to dinner at Red Lobster. YUM!! And soo much fun. It was Pam, Kaitlyn, Chrissy, Brit, Val, and I. Then we made a trip over to Starbucks! Of course we lost the IU/PU game. But oh well.. Brit and I still had fun. I also got to see my friend Andrea!! That was fun! I hadnt seen her in awhile. Saturday night Val stayed with me and Brit. We rented Chicago from the MMM in my dorm. Such a good movie. Sunday was pretty fun too. Val, Brit, and I met up with Nick for lunch. I havent hung out with him in awhile either. I havent really hung out with alot of my friends lately. I miss hangin out with them. I was supposed to get my car last weekend but when my uncle went to start it, it wouldnt start. He found out that there was a broken wire. So instead of having my car.... I got to borrow my dads 04 mustang!! That was freakin awesome. I picked it up on Sunday last weekend and i still have it. I love that car... but i have to give it back to him today. He goes back to work tomorrow. So i cant take it back to IU with me. grr. I just hope my uncle gets my car runnin soon. I understand that they are busy too but i kinda need it. But i will be fine without it. I will survive!! It was goin up to Tech on Wednesday. I hadnt seen people in awhile. I was glad i was able to make it up there. I miss being at Tech... well i miss the music dept. I didnt get to go to Circle of Lights but instead went to see RENT with my mom and cousin!! Such an AWESOME movie!! I wanna go see it again! I had to go buy the soundtrack after we got outta the movie. I understand now why a friend listens to it ALL THE TIME... cuz i listen to it every chance i get. Well i should probably go and get my things packed up to go back to IU!!!!! Im soo ready to go back.

I cant wait to recieve an email back. Im also kinda nervous about it too. I dont know how things will turn out.. i hope the way i want... but who knows. I just hope the email arrives back to me very soon so i can stop wondering and worrying. I will write back again soon.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 01:17:21 GMT

Well i hope everyone had a GREAT Thanksgiving. I know i enjoyed it. But i just had some feelings that i couldnt get rid of. I dont know how to get rid of the feelings. Nothing seems to help. I have tryed forgettin about it.. talkin to people.. and it just stays there in my head. IM TIRED OF IT. I just wanna feel better. When will i feel better????

Well im gonna try to go to the circle of lights with my cousin and mom tomorrow night... dependin on the weather. I hope i am able to go.

I should go work on my speech now... i will update again soon.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 18:40:37 GMT

Things just might be looking up for me. Well other than the whole school issue. Im still goin crazy when it comes to school. I will be talkin to my advisor on Monday about things. I dont know whats gonna happen with that but i just hope it all works ok. well i must go to work now. I cant wait until this weekend!! I am gettin my car.. my cousin will be here.. its gonna be awesome! i will update again lata

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 06:07:05 GMT

grrr on stupid ass fire alarms... and not being able to get them to shut off. Stood outside for 1 fuckin hour just becuz they couldnt get it to shut off. AAAAAHHHH >:o and now i cant get to sleep becuz of the horrible noise that is still playin over the damn intercom. SOOOO pissed right now. This just sucks. How is anyone supposed ot get any sleep around here with that stupid noise goin off. And every once in a while the alarm actually sounds... and it is SOOOO FUCKIN annoying. IM READY TO SCREAM. All i want is to go to sleep. Is that too much to ask??????

Other than that.. the surprise party for my mom went GREAT today!! With some small problems at first.. but oh well.. it all worked out in the end.

Im off to try to get some sleep.. who knows how long that will take now.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 17:40:46 GMT

two down two to go. Had a surprise party over teh summer for my dads 50th bday. Then had a surprise party for Kaitlyn down the hall from me for her bday!! Next is my moms which is today! And then one more but not goin to say anymore just in case this person has a LJ!!! But i will let u know how todays turns out and how the next one turns out!! Im sure they will both be great.

Things havent been the greatest for me lately. I have been very down. I sleep WAY TOO MUCH. And im tired of being this way. I am failin classes. So i have been told to talk to my advisor to see if i can take a medical withdrawal from classes... i hope i can. Cuz i dont really want to fail them. So who knows how thats gonna go. I will find out when i talk to my advisor this week. And just try to take the classes next semester. Im only goin to take 12 or 13 credit hours... cuz i feel 17 was just too much for me. Maybe im just a wimp or something but i just cant handle it. But i know somehow its gonna work out.... not sure how but it will.

Well im must be going now. I will update again soon.

**Oh.. and still no news on the guy i like... grr.. But i may get to hang out with him this weekend cuz he might come to the IU vs. PU game! Hopefully he will.. cuz i want to hang out with him. Brit might be there too! Not sure yet. If so... its gonna be a great weekend!

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 16:42:33 GMT

Heres to the Colts fans!!!

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Tue, 08 Nov 2005 03:37:52 GMT

check out my poems at poemsbyme05 here on Livejournal... and tell me what you think. I will make a real update again soon. I HATE BEING SICK... It just sucks. GRRRRR... and now back to the Colts game and hopefully sleep.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 04:22:40 GMT

im not sure what to do. I have so many thoughts in my head and scared of what im thinking. I have never wanted something this bad that i cry about it. I know i probably shouldnt be writing this here in my journal but i need to get it out. It scares me becuz i need to have my mind on school but its not. I jsut cant get my mind off of this one subject. I have tryed everything to get my mind on school but it somehow seems to float right back to other things. I need some serious help becuz i know what im thinking just isnt normal for someone my age.

Well im gonna try to get my mind onto school... but i doubt that will happen. Wish me luck that i can get this thought outta my head.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 22:26:24 GMT

No i didnt write this.. its a song that i can really relate to right now...

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 17:20:36 GMT

Well things with the ignorant guy have ended. He has blocked me and i have taken him off my friends list and buddy lists and everything. I have deleted him as a friend on Facebook. I dont really know what i did for him to block me but screw him. I DONT NEED HIM IN MY LIFE. I have other friends... friends who want to be around me for more than one thing. He doesnt know what a good friend he has blocked/lost. OH WELL!!

Stage Fright has been AWESOME. I have been scheduled to work in the Clown House or switched soemone to work there!! I wouldnt want to be anywhere else!! One becuz i love being in there and two becuz i want to be around the guy running it. I like him so much. Brit and I went last Friday to Stage Fright cuz i didnt have to work. I had a test and wouldnt of been able to make it there for call time so i just didnt schedule myself! Well afterwards i asked the guy i like if he wanted to meet for something to eat after he got off work. But he hadnt got much sleep the night before so he said maybe another time. Which was ok cuz i know how tiring it is workin there.... and he has worked there more than me. So i emailed him on Sunday to see how work was. He emailed me back on Monday saying it was ok and apologized again for not being able to hang out on Friday night. I work again for the last two times of the year this Friday and Saturday. I have invited him to go out for something to eat after work on Saturday... hopefully my dad will let me borrow his car again... and hopefully he will wont be too tired and want to go out afterwards. That would be AWESOME and just make my day!! I cant believe how fast this month has went. Its crazy and not fair.

Im soo tired of being sick. This is going on way to long. I have been sick since close to the beginning of October. Its crazy. I just want to feel better. Im so tired lately. I cant sleep at night and dont want to get up in the morning. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just know that im tired of it. Its driving me crazy.

School is also drving me crazy. With being sick i just dont feel like doin anything. Im failing my classes. I have come to the conclusion that i dont think college is for me. Im just wasting time and money being here. I want to be in college but i just cant handle the work. I try my best on things but yet i still fail... what is wrong with me. I cant concentrate on things i need to. Im scared that im just makin things worse on me. What can i do to fix this?? I really need some help but i dont know what to do or who to go to.

Sorry things are so random here in my journal this time. Its just part of whats in my mind right now. EVERYTHING is soooo mixed up. Im goin crazy. I have soo many things that i shouldnt be thinkin but cant seem to get them out of my head. Some people know what im talking about. How can i forget about these things and think of the things i really need to be thinking of?? Life is soo hard right now.

I will hopefully get to see my baby cousin on Sunday.(the one born on my bday!!) My cuosin Josh, Krystal, Nicholas, and Savannah flew in from California to Indy last night. (Savannah is the baby born on my bday!) I have only seen her in pictures and she is sooo cute. I can just imagine how cute she is in person. I cant wait to see them. Its been awhile since i last saw them.

Well i believe thats all for now. I will update again... sometime!!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 08:24:35 GMT

SHUT THE F*** UP. Its 3:15 in the morning and there are idiots yellin and screaming outside. I live on the 2nd floor so i hear almost everything outside. Why would u want to stand outside this early in the morning while its raining. GRRRRR... and now i cant get back to sleep. I just wish they would shut up or move somewhere else.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 05:39:37 GMT

well im gonna make a quick update. What a weird and AWESOME night this was. The day totally sucked. And some reason things changed this night. I have been down and out and sad and depressed lately. Well tonight its like a switch was flipped on inside me cuz i was hyper and happy and just ready to go out and party. I think i might know why but i not 100% so i wont say. And to end the night i ended up being blocked i believe!! OH WELL!!! F*** him!! haha. Not gonna bring me down!!

Well time for bed!! Goodnight and sweet dreams to everyone!!

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 00:30:07 GMT

Memories:
If you read this, even if we do not speak often,
Comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal or xanga to see what other people remember about you.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 04:07:48 GMT

well i didnt work on Saturday either. I was still too sick to go. I didnt want to take a chance of being outside and get worse. So i will just have to wait until next weekend to work with him.

I have sorta started writing poems again... i am placing them in my new LJ site... poemsbyme05... so feel free to go there and read them and please comment on them and help me become a better writer. thanks so much.

And now off to bed to hopefully get some sleep.